Die Angst vor dem Beginn ………………dem Ende

„Wozu beginne ich überhaupt etwas?“  Die Antwort: „Um es zu beenden!“ (Förster und Kreuz, Macht was ihr liebt). Manchmal beginnt man etwas und hält dann inne und das Ende will nicht kommen. Wer Angst vor dem Anfang hat schiebt Dinge vor sich her und findet immer wieder etwas was wichtiger zu tun ist . Wer aber mittendrin die Angst vor dem Ende spürt, wird ebenfalls viele wichtigere Dinge entdecken, die anstatt, getan werden müssen. Der Wunsch, der Traum rückt in weite ferne. Was ich scheue, ist die Entscheidung, die das klare „Ja“ mit sich bringt. Das Ja-sagen bedeutet immer auch „Nein“ zu etwas anderem zu sagen. Und das ist der Schmerz , der jedem Anfang, aber auch jeder Unterbrechung inne wohnt. Diesen Schmerz gilt es immer wieder aufs Neue in Kauf zu nehmen.

Mein Buchprojekt steht an dieser Schwelle. In Laos war das Schreiben leicht und gehörte meist zum Tagesablauf. Es war Zeit und die Aktualität der Dinge war gegeben. Ich war mir auch bewusst, dass das Aufschreiben aller Alltäglichkeit  später helfen wird das Werk zu vollenden.

Jetzt wo ich wieder in den Alltag, oder vielleicht auch noch nicht wirklich richtig, zurückgekehrt bin, gibt es so viele Ausflüchte, wichtige Dinge, die getan werden müssen und die immer die erste Priorität bekommen.

Ist es die Angst vor dem Ende? Scheu davor was werden könnte, was andere dazu sagen, ob es den scharfen Blicken und Zungen der Kritiker standhalten wird, Bei Förster und Kreuz lese ich, dass ich mutig sein soll, dass ich trotz aller Unvollkommenheit, ich zu meinem Werk stehen soll. Dass die Schwäche die ich spüre, genau das ist, was ich überwinden soll/will. Das täglich Pensum fertig machen. Fertig machen ist eine Übung, die hilft und die immer wieder gleichzeitig die Überwindung der Ängste bedeutet.

„Auf dieser Welt ist durch Ankündigung und Absichtserklärung noch niemals irgendetwas entstanden.“, lese ich bei Förster und Kreuz.

Die Überwindung der Angst, ist die Energie für den nächsten Schritt.

 

25 Gedanken zu „Die Angst vor dem Beginn ………………dem Ende

  1. Arlenehit

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  3. Arlenehit

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  4. Arlenehit

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    and more than 8400 another subtypes of captcha,
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    and more than 8400 another types of captchas,
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    and more than 8400 another types of captcha,
    with highest precision (80..100%) and highest speed (100 img per second).
    You can connect XEvil 3.0 to all most popular SEO/SMM programms: XRumer, GSA SER, ZennoPoster, Srapebox, Senuke, and more than 100 of other software.

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  20. Carolynedish

    Absolutely NEW update of SEO/SMM package „XRumer 16.0 + XEvil 3.0“:
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    and more than 8400 another size-types of captcha,
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  21. Carolynedish

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    and more than 8400 another size-types of captchas,
    with highest precision (80..100%) and highest speed (100 img per second).
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